Tuesday, July 26, 2011

God's Way is the Best Way

You know, even at the age of 19, Veggie Tales still has some very good reminders.

The Lord has given His Word to us,
No need to fuss, He knows what He’s doing.
We know that He will take care of us,
If we will follow Him.

God’s way is the best way,
Now that I know, He loves me so.
His way is the best way!
And that’s the way for me!

These words are exactly what I've been reminded of daily.

Having been back from Uganda for two weeks now, I've been able to talk to quite a few people about my trip, and of course, in talking to people, I always get questions. Some that have been asked over and over are, "any plans to go back?" and "what's next for you?" My answer, "I'm waiting for God to show me what His plans are for me next." Because as Veggie Tales puts it, God's Way is the BEST Way. I know that He will take care of me if I just follow Him.

So, my plans for now are to follow Him and have Him show me His way, because if I was living my life my way, I would already be living in Uganda doing "what I thought God wanted me to do." Boy am I happy I'm not living my life my way. This trip showed me that I'm not ready to be living in Uganda. I'm not prepared enough right now to be doing exactly what it is God wants me to be doing there. Whether that's medical work, working in an orphanage, teaching at a school, or working alongside a church.

I'm ready and willing to do whatever it is God wants me to do, and I'm excited to see what it is God has for me next.

Friday, May 20, 2011

Simply Trust

The Lord is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him. Nahum 1:7

I was reading through Nahum last night and this verse hit me like a ton of bricks. The simplicity of this verse amazes me. I trust, He cares. That's it. That's all I have to do. TRUST. Yet I often make it so complicated. Why is that? Why is it that when God makes something so easy for us, we turn it in to something so complicated?

I leave for Uganda tomorrow and this verse has now become my prayer for the trip. To simply trust.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understandings.

Do not let your heart be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me.

In God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?

But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation.

Trust in the Lord forever, for the Lord, the Lord, is the Rock eternal.

But blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, whose confidence is in him.

The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. Me heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song.

If you would like to pray for me while I'm away, please pray for trust. Pray these verses over me. Pray that I would SIMPLY TRUST. Thank you for lifting me up in prayer. Over the years, your prayers have helped me to continue the Lord's work with strength, encouragement, and boldness. The power of prayer is evident to me, and I appreciate them more than you will ever understand.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Living in the Moment

A week from today, I will be on my way to Uganda.

One more week.

You'd think that at this point I'd be excited, ecstatic, so stoked to be leaving in just one week.

But to be honest, I'm not.

I have absolutely no feelings towards leaving. It's not that I don't want to go. I just have no emotions, good or bad, about going back. I'm sure that once I step off the plane and smell the smells, see the sights, and hear the sounds that have become so familiar to me and have brought me so much joy that's when all my emotions will come rushing back to me.

Excitement. Happiness. Passion. Joy. Love.

I'm looking forward to that moment. I can't wait for that moment. 

Until then, I have one more week to enjoy my life here and that's exactly what I'm going to do. I'm going to live in the moment and be excited for where God has me right now.  

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Waiting and Praying

I am often asked, "What's next? What will you be doing after Uganda? What will you be doing this winter? What are your plans for the next year?"

To be completely honest with you, I don't know. I have no clue what I will be doing once I get back from Uganda. It's honestly the most frustrating thing I get asked because I'm personally annoyed with the fact that I don't know.

For now, my plan is to wait and pray, and when I get back from Uganda, my plan is to wait and pray. I'm waiting for God to reveal His plan for me. Until He does that, I will pray.

Sometimes impatiently.

Sometimes questioning.

Sometimes angrily. 

All the time hopeful and thankful that God has a plan that will be revealed in HIS perfect timing. 

I wish I could tell you that my plan is to go to a four year college and learn something, anything that will benefit me in my missions work.

I wish I could tell you that I will be spending a certain amount of years being a nurse, a teacher, or even starting my own organization or orphanage in a specific country.

I wish I could tell you MY ten year plan for my life.  

But for now, I will wait and pray for God's plan for my life.

Because I often times, always come to find out that God's plan for my life is much bigger and more significant than anything I could ever plan for my life.

And I rest in the peace of knowing that.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Missionary Medical Intensive

The past two weeks I spent in North Carolina taking an intensive medical class provided by Equip International. I can honestly say I have never learned more in two weeks then when I was there. My brain is overflowing with information on anything medical you can imagine. We learned things like suturing, injections, wound cleaning, childbirth, NG tubes, dentistry, and so much more. These past two weeks have been two of the most beneficial weeks of my life.

Each day, we had a new teacher with three or four new subjects that we would learn about. The day began at 8:30 with a few coffee breaks and a lunch break throughout the day. 5 o'clock is when teaching would end and homework would begin with a break in between for dinner. Homework consisted of case studies, drug and fluid calculations, hands on practice of vital signs and practical questions about patient evaluation, infectious diseases and drug dosages.

I would highly suggest this class to anyone even considering missions work in a third world country. You can't go wrong with taking this class. I feel so much more prepared and "equipped" for serving the Lord in Uganda.

I enjoyed learning and gaining so much knowledge, but what I loved the most was the encouragement and fellowship I had with other like-minded believers. It was such a huge blessing to be spiritually poured into from those around me. The friendships I made there have helped strengthen, encourage and build my relationship with the Lord. It's so great to know that there are others out there that have stepped out in faith, not always knowing what they are getting themselves into, in order to serve the Lord and share His love with those who need a renewed hope.

Monday, April 4, 2011

Another Paul, Another Story

While we were in Uganda this past year we were able to meet and build relationships with a lot of awesome people. One person I am particularly blessed to have gotten to know is Paul. Paul is a nineteen year old awesome man of God, and our next door neighbor while we stayed at Morris and Aida's. We spent a lot of time hanging out with him. He tagged along on a lot of our adventures. He was our translator, our Lugandan teacher, and our right hand man. Needless to say we built an amazing friendship with him and he blessed us in so many ways on our trip. Every night we would have conversations about school, life, friends, and laughter was always involved.

The four of us decided we wanted to show our thanks to him for making us feel so welcome and helping us to understand the culture a little better by doing a little something for him. Two things we often talked to Paul about was his worry for paying his school fees and not having food that day because there was only enough for his mom and siblings. At first, we thought of maybe helping pay his school fees with the extra money we had left over for ministry costs. We decided against this because we weren't fully comfortable with handing over about $400 and not knowing for sure if it would end up being used for what we intended it to be used for. We then came up with buying food/ingredients so he would be able to eat as well as his family. Unfortunately, one thing we did not learn how to do while we were there was shop for food to make meals for a family of six. So we thought it would be fun to have Paul "help us"/pick out what he thought would be best to feed his family.

On our last day, we went for a hike to some waterfalls and had lunch with our friends, and when we we finished, we told Paul to meet us in town for some shopping. Little did he know we were shopping for him. When he arrived we told him our plan. We had 50,000 Uganda shillings ($25) that he could use to buy food for his family. I'm not sure I had seen a bigger smile on that boys face. Instantly, he took off towards the market. It took all that we had in us just to keep up with him. Once we got to the market, Paul began his shopping spree. We were told to stay behind him a little so the people selling the food would not see us with him and charge him the "mzungu price". With his $25 he was able to buy a bag a rice, two bags of potatoes, fish, meat, and a bag of sugar. With the extra money he had left over, he bought us bananas. It was a fun and crazy experience, and we enjoyed every minute of it.





On our way home we decided to carry the bags the way the Ugandans do.


 We got quite a few looks,
 as well as a lot of comments,
accompanied by some clapping and cheering.



It's funny how whenever you try to bless someone else, you always seemed to be the one more blessed. This was the case with this story. We love our friend Paul, and I'm so glad for the friendship we built this summer.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

I've got Paul on my mind



On my last post, I said I would expand on the story of Paul. Now I want to warn you, if you cry easily, you might want to have some Kleenex nearby. This is a story of a miracle; a story of how God is daily working in the hearts everywhere.

The day started off pretty normal, who am I kidding, there's no such thing as a normal day in Uganda. I guess it's better to say, the day started off as another new adventure. Our plan was to visit our friend's church in the village of Kidoko, feed the orphans there, and help with Awanas. We attended church, got to witness two baby dedications, help teach Sunday school, see beautiful children being fed, and watch the kids get so much joy from participating in the games of Awanas. So far, everything was going as planned. We decided to set up a wound clinic on the front porch of the Pastor's house to do basic treatment of wounds. Right as we were finishing up, the pastor and another man came to us asking if we'd be willing to work on the wound of an older man. They told us he wasn't able to walk because the wound on his leg was too large and too painful. We decided we'd go check it out and see what we could do for him.

Now keep in mind that none of us are have ever been trained medically to take care of these wounds. We were basically taking the knowledge we had gained as kids when we got cuts and scrapes. Our supplies were hand wipes, half a bottle of hydrogen peroxide, quite a few tubes of neosporin, some gauze, some band aids, and some tape. We were running low on most of our supplies and didn't know if we would have enough to help this man. But we decided that some help is better than no help and got ready for another new adventure. We Afripacked into our little five seater car and drove to this man's house. When we arrived, we didn't know what to expect. We got out of the car and started walking to our new "patient". Once we were about ten feet away, the smells of his wound penetrated my nose. I instantly froze. God, what have we gotten ourselves into. I started to panic. I got down on my knees and introduced myself to this very old, very skinny, very frail man. His name is Paul. Paul began unwrapping this tattered, dirty rag off of his wound. The more he uncovered, the more the smell intensified. Lord, let me be your hands. Give me Your strength to continue on and get past the smell. The wound was uncovered and just looking at it made my stomach queasy. Right away we got to work.  I was in charge of cleaning and bandaging the wound, while Taylor was my assistant, handing me what I needed. Kayla was put in charge of leading Paul to Christ, while Keesha began to pray.

As Kayla began to share the love of Jesus with Paul the crowd of Ugandans around us began to laugh. Keesha noticed right away and turned to the local pastor, Charles, to ask why. I was completely oblivious to the laughing and continued on with the task at hand. Keesha and Charles stepped off to the side so that Charles could share Paul's story with Keesha.


This is Paul's story...

Paul used to be a very rich man. He had a beautiful wife, lived in the city and had everything he wanted. Until his whole world was flipped upside down. His wife divorced him and he lost his house and all his money. He became an alcoholic and a chain smoker Paul went out into the village and decided to hang himself. The man that came to us and asked us to take care of his wound found him, cut him down and has been his caretaker for the past four years. Paul had given up and was sick of life. He didn't want to go on any longer. He even stopped bathing because he truly didn't care about taking care of himself. Satan had gotten a hold of Paul and pulled him down to his weakest point, BUT God had a different plan for him. When the church of Kidoko was planted, the team that started it tried sharing the Gospel with Paul. Over and over again they would come to Paul and share just a little bit more of God's love with him every time. Paul didn't care. Paul refused God's love every single time. He told them, "I know you think God's real but He's not. I don't want to live in heaven, I want to go to hell when I die. I choose hell. You will never get me to change my mind." His heart was hardened. Little did Paul know, every single time a person shared with him, a seed was planted, and his heart was slowly beginning soften.

Once Charles was done sharing Paul's story with Keesha, Keesha immediately asked if they could pray together for Paul. They prayed. They prayed that Paul's heart would be open and willing. They prayed that Paul would see God's love and want to change. They prayed that God would do a mighty work in Paul's life. And that's exactly what God did.

Keesha and Charles joined us again, and as they walked up to the crowd of people, they heard Kayla leading Paul in the sinners prayer. Paul was repenting and turning his life over to God. Yesu Asimiwe! (Praise Jesus!) We explained to Paul that now he is a new creation. The old has gone, the new has come. He had to stop drinking and he had to stop smoking. That part of his life was done and over with. We told him that his body was a temple of God's and that he needs to start treating his body that way. We explained to him that when he accepted Christ as his Savior, he was cleansed from the inside and now he needs to be cleansed on the outside. So we boiled some water and he went behind the house to bathe himself. After four years of not bathing, he realized that needed to change. He realized he needed to respect his body because it is not his but God's. He made a complete transformation in a matter of minutes because of the awesome power of God's love. When he finished bathing, we cleaned the wound once more, wrapped it in gauze and prayed over his new relationship with Christ.


We were able to return two more times to help re bandage and re clean his wound. On our last visit, I told him that God is the one who healed his wound and the one who healed his heart. I told him the first place he needed go when he was able to walk was the church to give thanks to God for His healing power and love shown to him.

His life has been forever changed. He no longer drinks. He no longer smokes. His leg is fully healed and he is able to walk again.

God performed a miracle right before my eyes. He showed me His love, His grace, and His power to heal.